The Seed of Doubt
Do you ever feel lost in your own life? Unrecognizable to yourself when you are alone? But you want to believe the person you were before facing chronic pain is still in there hoping to see the light of day again... This is the story of a girl who used to walk with a skip in her step while humming or singing songs of praise but over time her drive to find joy in the little things or lift the corners of her mouth into a smile has vanished. I know there are others who can relate for there are numerous reasons individuals stop striving and retreat from their pursuit of life. I always used to feel it was okay to break down as long as didn't unpack and live there. Somewhere along the way I stopped reminding myself to get back up and retreated into myself so that no one could reach me. I used to pray constantly asking the Lord to heal me; then I began to beg for Him to just lessen the pain caused by my occipital neura...