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The Seed of Doubt

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     Do you ever feel lost in your own life? Unrecognizable to yourself when you are  alone? But you want to believe the person you were before facing chronic pain is still in there hoping to see the light of day again... This is the story of a girl who used to walk with a skip in her step while humming or singing songs of praise but over time her drive to find joy in the little things or lift the corners of her mouth into a smile has vanished. I know there are others who can relate for there are numerous reasons individuals stop striving and retreat from their pursuit of life. I always used to feel it was okay to break down as long as didn't unpack and live there.  Somewhere along the way I stopped reminding myself to get back up and retreated into myself so that no one could reach me.          I used to pray constantly asking the Lord to heal me; then I began to beg for Him to just lessen the pain caused by my occipital neura...
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What Will Come?

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"If it's not on the page, it is not going to happen." ~ Jane Seymour I just finished watching the series Dr. Quinn: Medicine Woman for the third time and heard this quote from Jane Seymour at the 25th reunion of the show. I know she's referring to a script becoming an amazing show, however her words touched me and made me think. I've tried keeping a diary, writing a blog, keeping up social media by detailing my deep and not so deep thoughts because I have a desire to preserve the now so I can remember and share it later. I also loved to write histories that have been forgotten with the hopes to save them and share the pieces of wisdom I found in the past that should be treasured and preserved. But lately I've stopped all writing because I fear what I may learn about myself and my failures, and because I fear no one will care. Well, her words have motivated me to try to get back in the habit of writing again. I cannot write for anyone but myself and if so...
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